My Hope

I've been quiet on the blog front the past few days. I guess I'm just processing. I go back and forth about how much I should write on this blog. This is our life and I wonder how much I should share.

My mom is amazing. She is handling this better than any of us. She keeps telling me that God chose her for this. There is a part of my heart that gets angry when I hear that. But there is also a part that while I don't understand His plan I am trying my best to trust his heart.

I posted this video the other day but I'm posting it again and the lyrics. I'm holding on to it with all I have right now.

My Hope

Paul Baloche

Nothing will change

If all the plans I make are wrong, Your love stays the same

Your light will guide me through it all, I"m hanging on 

I'm leaning in, to You

Nothing can reach

The end of all your faithfulness

Your grace is with me 

Through every shadow, every test 

I'm hanging on

I'm leaning in, to You

I don't know where you'll take me

But I know you're always good

My hope is built on nothing less

Than your great love, Your righteousness

I will not walk another way

I trust your heart, I trust Your name

I'm holdin on 

I'm holdin on, to You 

You are my rock

When storms are raging all around

You shelter me, God

I'm safe with you on solid ground 

I'm hanging on

I'm leaning in, to You

I don't know where You'll take me

But I know You're always good

My hope is built on nothing less

Than your great love, Your righteousness

I will not walk another way

I trust your heart, I trust Your name

I'm holdin on 

I'm holdin on, to You